Hello ,

Ah, my first Journal entry. haha

Ive finally made a deviation im proud of I guess I like it because it really represents me. None of my other drawing really have any feeling behind them. But this one [link] really reflects my interests. Even though its not the best thing in the world im proud of myself.

I decided to have my first journal entry now becasue I randomly got this free week subscription to Deviant and it said that I would have more journal options, so i was like, what the hell, why not.

Anyways so Ill be gone this weekend on a camping trip, im leaving tomorrow. Were going biking, it will be fun. I love camping. ANd I 'll have lots of time to draw.

Im really stressed about some job issues ive been having. Its complicated. See, 3 different places called me...one I allready have training for said they would call me in for my first shift but its been two weeks since they said they would call me.
So when the second place called I was still anxious about not being called from the first so I said yes to the interview. Then I freaked out cuz I realized that I do have a job they just havent called, why did i say yes? so I called back and cancelled. Then when I talked to my parents they told me that I should have kept the interview because I havent signed any paper work from the first. So i went back and told them that i was still available. But im still having the same anxieties.
SO now im waiting for one of them to call... but either way im just screwed. "sigh". The whole thing is making me sick. Plus I allready had another place call me that I had to turn down and my friend told me about her job, and that they are looking for people and to put in an aplication. but if I do, it will just make things more complicated, when thats the place I really want to work anyways because it doenst have to do with food like the other two places and i know someone who works there... O the humanity.

If you have any suggestions, it would be appreciated.

So yea, thats about it. Sorry if you found it long. If i ever write another one, I promise it wont be as long.

Sayonara.